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Suspended Animation

Suspended Animation is a porn video, on noise music, is about the intensity of touch, of being in two, of losing mind, of garbing soul, of flying in the shadows of pure energy.
Meaning is just an illusion.
Humanity is not the purpose of life.


art and perception

One might argue that the essence of much of art is in forcing us to see things as they really are rather than as we assume them to be
- about the psychology of Fun, wikipedia

Le Sens

« Le sens de l’érotisme échappe à quiconque n’en voit pas le sens religieux. Réciproquement, le sens des religions échappe à quiconque néglige le lien qu’il présente avec l’érotisme. » G. Bataille


Inside intimacy there is no place to hide.
No place to turn your back.
No place to step back.

Unmade - Blood Bowl

SOLO version - he
Is dark. There is a naked figure in the dark. We get closer and closer to it. He has in front of him a bowl with blood and in the blood a long thread, long as his body length. All around the blowl is white ash. He sits bent on the bowl easily hitting it. Dooong. Dooong. And then surrounding it with the stick to make a continuous vibration.
He is erected. Singing at the bowl. He stops singing and waits motionless for the sound to fade completely away. He then touches the ash, takes from it and puts on his face. An the 2nd time puts on his body. And 3rd time he puts on his cock. He bends over the bowl and puts his face in the blood. Out of it, in his mouth, he takes out the wet bloody thread. He comes up again and the thread touches his white chest. Things get mixed.
He masturbates in a weird painful dance with blood and ash. He cums. He cums in the bowl. Sperm dripping in the blood. He hits the bowl three time. Dooong. Dooong. Doooong. Waits motionless for the sound to disappear and takes very softly the bowl and drinks it all.
He is dazed, numb, like in a trance. On his face very very softly there is a smile [we start hearing the bowl’s long long sound]. He retreats in darkness and leaves us in the dark with the bowl and the ash all over the floor. And the sound.
DUAL version – he/she
She is on the street. A guy comes to her, they seem to know each other, or better said they seem to meet for the first time. There is nothing said. He takes out a small note and gives it to her. He hugs her and leaves.
At night, on a street with a dead end - from the back, a woman puts on a mask. A textile mask that leaves out only the mouth.
She enters a dark building and climbs the round stairs. On the hallways is dark. She enters a room where a man sits naked on the ground seems like sleeping.
She takes out of her bag a little container and puts on his hand a white powder. Is ash.  Near his hand put a round Tibetan bowl. She takes out a little knife and at the other hand cuts his veins. She lets the blood dripping in the bowl.
She spits on his mouth - again and again until she has no more spit in her mouth.
His hand begins to move, she gets back, afraid. He opens his mouth and tastes the saliva on the floor . He feels the ash on his hand and begins playing with it. Still in the ground with his face to the floor, he puts ash on his face. He comes up and takes the ash down on his body.
He is erected. He is white from the ash. His arm bleeds. The arm with which he start masturbating.
The girl spreads her legs and opens her lips on the edge of the bowl.
He has a weird dirty ash and blood dance of masturbation. He mixes the dripping hand with blood with the ash on his body and cock. The girl touches herself too.
And he cums in the bowl, near the girl’s opened vagina in a circle of flesh, blood, saliva and ash.
He gets back, tired, overwhelmed by the blood bath. He disappears in the darkness. The girl takes the bowl and drinks it. A sudden pain punches her in the belly. She falls down. Numb. Fainted. Shivering. From time to time another spasm. She smiles. Her pain is sweet. Her desire is beginning to come through. She begins to gag and the she is powered by a throwing up reflex. She vomits a red thread. A long long red thread. The length of his body.
She is happy. She is amazingly happy.
I day, she is on the street, she wears the red thread. Like a weird real person in a dream world. She feels strangely acutely awaken. People look strangely at her. Look at her like to an alien.

Artist Begging photos

Sun Solo Blue Photos

Cards for Thought

Earth Eye male photos

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When you risk everything for a dream
and fail.
When you sacrifice all for a righteous dream
and fail.
When you fight everybody for a dream
and fail.
When your dream is bullshit.
Learn not to hate everyone and everything.
Learn not to dream so deep.
Not to get lost in regret.
But continue until death.
No matter what.

Dissident performance Project

Can I make a Performance in your House or Back Yard in 2015?
Bucharest - Berlin - Bruxelles


I would be considered a double agent.
A double agent doesn't keep sides
He loves and despise them with the same passion.
Dissident and evangelist of both
A traitor
Convicted to death if found
He took his mission out of love for the greater One from which both sides make part
A nonexistent One

FIXED film project


I start this campaign very early because I know people are not so eager to invest, or give for a film :)

Fixed - is an idea of mine for a film that talks about a gay relationship between an Older man with family and kids not sure of his inner world and identity and his relationship and love  with a young boy that kills his wife. But he will never find out who did it. And the Young will help him get through his loss, because only a killer can see so much more and so much clearer into the human heart and body.
Is a film about our body's alien quiet mind and drive.
About human as automaton.
Fixed in the frame of learned behavior and social fright.

A film to be made anywhere possible between Bucharest and London :) as we did our last film in Berlin.
A film scheduled somewhere in the summer of 2015.

I ask for money because it takes me about 3 years to gather 2000 euros. And I am so eager to start this process again. The process of filmmaking. Of creating spaces and places for a // something hyper-real (a copy without an original)

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For a Porn Film

I am looking for a few people with whom to make an underground poetic porn film.
A film about becoming many. About sharing ourselves through our bodies into pure body-mind-soul-nothingness. About the hardships of transgressing these borders. The journey to nothingness is such a difficult one. Is a journey of amputation.
I am very interested in sexuality and the sexual experiences between people because they are the most intimate and powerful and transgressive of all. And they are less social than wholesome.
I am ready to pay some of the actors, it will be my first payed project  although I would love to make it no-budget because it would be in the true spirit of the project.
I will rent a place for 1 month where we can rehearse, play, discover and film.
We all need poetry, we all need porn.
The project will be filmed in Romania in a, not yet chosen, small city. I am gravitating towards an almost forgotten town, an old spa town with natural mineral waters in the mountains, now in ruins - Borsec. It is a very mysterious and magical place surrounded by weird natural formations that I would love to use as backdrops. 

The symbol of woman

Woman is the symbol of out most inner unfortified self. That is why we seldom feel the need to abuse and control Her. It is what we feel and what we want to do with our inner wild and free side. Our Soul. Our defenseless Idiot. Our ecstatic core.
Woman is our universal symbol for our deep ecstatic core. We use and abuse Her as we would our deepest unreachable core.
That is why when a woman intuitively understands her significance she becomes so so so amazing Powerful.


Magical beings
universes inside physics laws unbending impossible to change.
Why can't we change physical laws?
Why mind is different than physics and allows and desires bendable physics.
Why are we not inside the physical system. And in what system are we,
one that contains physics and is not contained in it.
Seeking freedom inside brackets.