The necessity of outcasts
The necessity of outcasts
It is a fight. Everything is a fight.
Is training your weapons is standing ground, is never giving an inch away.
But I do not like to fight. Doing it without the extermination technique.
Maybe nature we learned is an adversary. That is what we've learned for 2 million years.
When we stand ground, when we fight for our "own" we actually fight for our own species. Our own ancient instincts. And instincts are only existential.
There is no cultural instinct. There is no beauty instinct. There is only a species one, and weirdly a God-like one.
And I think the God-like instinct is something to do with atomic and quantum physics.
And if it is so, our creativity, our beauty, our subtleness that we can't transmit through our genes, is so due to the * our consciousness does. Because all animals have this God-like quantum physics inside but they can't constientises it. And thus can't change it, can't influence it.
The self-awareness, that what creates in time consciousness, is usually due to fear and the inability to automatically integrate in the common system of values. The world is not enough only for those that don't have the get in pass by nature. Those that in a nature way of living would be outcasts.
So only the outcasts have the involuntary system and dynamics that can evolve.
Evolution is a factor of outcasting.
Consensus and consensual societies and species are doomed to extinction.
As any ideas, political systems, values.
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Disarming
I want to disarm people.
Disarm them from their inner weapons. Disarm them and give them the possibility to feel and perceive life in freedom.
We build weapons inside. To protect ourselves from the others. To contraatac and never again let the others hurt us.
Weapons are build by those that don't get the chance to understand their fears. That identify with them. That build themselves around them. That buried them deep and start believing that those bundle of inner fears make their own self, the totality of all they most inner and most close 'are' .
I make films that disarm. Both actors and spectator.
Both myself and all the crew. We have to fight to through our weapons away.
That is my mission.
That is what I do unconsciously for as long as I can remember.
Disarm them from their inner weapons. Disarm them and give them the possibility to feel and perceive life in freedom.
We build weapons inside. To protect ourselves from the others. To contraatac and never again let the others hurt us.
Weapons are build by those that don't get the chance to understand their fears. That identify with them. That build themselves around them. That buried them deep and start believing that those bundle of inner fears make their own self, the totality of all they most inner and most close 'are' .
I make films that disarm. Both actors and spectator.
Both myself and all the crew. We have to fight to through our weapons away.
That is my mission.
That is what I do unconsciously for as long as I can remember.
MENO - butoh performance
This is a video that I made in 2012 with the help of 6 dancers - the Beings - with whom I tried to create a primordial world. A pre-human world where Beings made out of flesh and chaos begin to see, hear, touch, feel their shape, their breathe, their heart beat.
Beings that grow out of plants, beings that grow out of ruins and forgotten knowledge. That is why we filmed in an abandoned and burned old factory.
It was amazing to find nature inside a building, nature that grows in its own language, in its mistery as the Beings do too.
Beings that grow out of plants, beings that grow out of ruins and forgotten knowledge. That is why we filmed in an abandoned and burned old factory.
It was amazing to find nature inside a building, nature that grows in its own language, in its mistery as the Beings do too.
Threat
We live in a permanent state of Threat
All our daily actions feel like Transgressions
Walking on the street, shopping, working, talking at the phone, meeting people, paying bills, going out, dreaming at night, waking up in the morning.
If there would be nothing to fear about, our souls would fill the void with the compressed and hidden light of our beings.
A weird strange different system of life.
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All our daily actions feel like Transgressions
Walking on the street, shopping, working, talking at the phone, meeting people, paying bills, going out, dreaming at night, waking up in the morning.
If there would be nothing to fear about, our souls would fill the void with the compressed and hidden light of our beings.
A weird strange different system of life.
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Search
We search for something else only because we can't cope with normal things.
If we could, we would be satisfied with what everybody wants, has and dreams.
We do not fight to fit in, to be apart, but to brake free, to be on our own into infinity.
I believe we are special beings that took life form for a special reason. Still unknown.
If we could, we would be satisfied with what everybody wants, has and dreams.
We do not fight to fit in, to be apart, but to brake free, to be on our own into infinity.
I believe we are special beings that took life form for a special reason. Still unknown.
Life
I call God, life.
As in meaning of Life.
As in the beauty if life and its kindness with me.
As in my respect for the amazement of life.
As in meaning of Life.
As in the beauty if life and its kindness with me.
As in my respect for the amazement of life.
RedReturn - manifesto
This World, where genital life is hidden and closed between two people, is made for bad people. Is a world defending itself from the illusions and fears of bad and abusive behavior.
I claim a world of good people, a world where bad does not exist, where death does not exist where purity can transpass all out inner layers and corners and borders.
I claim an Inoffensive world.
We are all children, pure, alive, and joyous.
Is better to give up your life, than letting yourself harm another.
Sinking our purity, gets us further and further away from reality.
Reality is a White Angle is a Red Return.
This World, we can only have in Art. Only Art can keep it safe and pure. Only protected from our weaknesses and frustrations.
Safety Sucks - noise video performance
Safety Sucks is a noise performance +
projection about the humanity's need to create a safe world for them and
their children, but safety is only an illusion because the human, in his
first 30 years of life is an explorer. Explorers are not safe, are not
constant, are not predictable.
And if we practice safety from 7 years old to 70 years old we make our minds solid and cripple our souls.
Noise puts questions without words.
Noise music challenges and provokes us, as a mysterious new world, with unknown laws and contradictions.
laptop + projector noise musicAnd if we practice safety from 7 years old to 70 years old we make our minds solid and cripple our souls.
Noise puts questions without words.
Noise music challenges and provokes us, as a mysterious new world, with unknown laws and contradictions.
Unmade - Tree
TREE - in a tree there are 30 - 40 sheets of cotton. A performer has his mouth on a branch. He starts getting away from the branch and from his mouth exits cotton as all the other sheets. His face is white. He has a yellow cotton mask, only his mouth is exposed to the world. On his mask, as long as he keeps his mouth on the branch of the tree, it drips on his mask an oily substance that makes his mask shiny and semi transparent.
Looking for a Producer/Organizer for my performance projects
Sometime I dream to have a partner that would help me organize my projects.
I am so poor about calling people, about tasking for things, about finding ways of getting things for Art.
Very poor about finding ways of promoting and getting my work seen and felt.
It would be great to share and part this things with someone with less social anxieties than me
:P
I am so poor about calling people, about tasking for things, about finding ways of getting things for Art.
Very poor about finding ways of promoting and getting my work seen and felt.
It would be great to share and part this things with someone with less social anxieties than me
:P
strange new letters
While
the modern dance and ballet use the already existing alphabet
characters to compose a new sequence of movement, Hijikata created
utterly new letters first, and composed a sequence of movement by using
those "strange" new letters. - Toshi Kasai
Unmade - Potatoes, Apples, Flowers
POTATOES, APPLES, FLOWERS - two performers - boy and girl - The boy stays in embryo position near a wall. Around him in circles there are beginning from the outside, Potatoes, then Apples, then Flowers, closer and closer to him. He lays on a layer of sand, on the wall he is surrounded by a black trace. On his skin it is written DEFECT.
At the outlayer of Potatoes in a corner of the room there is the girl, that begins to push all the Potatoes, Apples an Flowers randomly near and over him. At the end he is covered in all the things that were very nicely ordered in circles.
We get closer and closer with the camera and we go between the things that cover the boy. Until is dark.
In the darkness we see him in front of a little Doll made only out of soft fabric like cotton, with only the shape of a body, white, with no face. He cuts the Doll open. Inside there are organs like a human being has. There is a little heart beating. He very gently puts his hand inside the doll, feels and explores the textures and matter of the organs. There is a Tibetan bowl singing, the girl sits in front of the bowl. He scoops the organs out of the doll puts them and puts them in the bowl. They both venerate the bowl with the forehead on the ground.
At the outlayer of Potatoes in a corner of the room there is the girl, that begins to push all the Potatoes, Apples an Flowers randomly near and over him. At the end he is covered in all the things that were very nicely ordered in circles.
We get closer and closer with the camera and we go between the things that cover the boy. Until is dark.
In the darkness we see him in front of a little Doll made only out of soft fabric like cotton, with only the shape of a body, white, with no face. He cuts the Doll open. Inside there are organs like a human being has. There is a little heart beating. He very gently puts his hand inside the doll, feels and explores the textures and matter of the organs. There is a Tibetan bowl singing, the girl sits in front of the bowl. He scoops the organs out of the doll puts them and puts them in the bowl. They both venerate the bowl with the forehead on the ground.
Unmade - Selfdestruction, Silent Walk, Rain
Unmade - are posts about what I
would like to do and couldn't find a way to do it. Either no performers
or no financial possibilities. Usually no performers because my ideas are often too pornographic, too emotional, transgressive, too truthful without any possibility of hiding behind a controllable Persona.
SELFDESTRUCTION - three performers - girl boy, and assistant- the boy is passive and covered in ash. The girl has a big bowl with blood and guts. Also has a big bowl with yellow paint. And another one with earth. And another one with water. They are both naked.
She takes blood on her hands and hits the boy. She takes from one of the bowls as she feels each time she hits the boy. And she hits him as she wants everywhere she wants.
After the boy is down she takes form the bowls and selfdestructs herself and then she goes close to the boy and mixes herself into his shape and pain.
An assistant will come and put water over them water that symbolizes their healing. Their togetherness healing.
The assistant will stay between the two in Lotus position in meditation until they two selfdestruct.
SILENT WALK - 3, 5 or 7 performers, 2, 3, or 4 girls - Is a long walk by foot with the backpack through as much as non habitated places. A walk where all the performers thing is about touching one another in all the possible ways. Caress, touch, kiss, sexually. In any or all the moments of a journey, walking, standing, dreaming, going to the toilet. An improvisation about touch and intimacy without words. About non relationships and closeness between people. Boy with girl, Girl with Girl, Boy with Boy and Group. Is about creating the soul of a group.
No word will pe spoken between them all these days.
The camera crew will be made by two persons - camera and sound - and will record what they can without speaking with the performers.
RAIN - one performer, boy or girl + an assistant - In the woods beside a big tree a performer dressed in a big shirt stands looking at the camera, ideally after a few minutes the rain will start, but it can rain from the start.
After the performer is very very wet, 3, 5, 10 minutes, an assistant enters the frame and cuts his shirt off.
SELFDESTRUCTION - three performers - girl boy, and assistant- the boy is passive and covered in ash. The girl has a big bowl with blood and guts. Also has a big bowl with yellow paint. And another one with earth. And another one with water. They are both naked.
She takes blood on her hands and hits the boy. She takes from one of the bowls as she feels each time she hits the boy. And she hits him as she wants everywhere she wants.
After the boy is down she takes form the bowls and selfdestructs herself and then she goes close to the boy and mixes herself into his shape and pain.
An assistant will come and put water over them water that symbolizes their healing. Their togetherness healing.
The assistant will stay between the two in Lotus position in meditation until they two selfdestruct.
SILENT WALK - 3, 5 or 7 performers, 2, 3, or 4 girls - Is a long walk by foot with the backpack through as much as non habitated places. A walk where all the performers thing is about touching one another in all the possible ways. Caress, touch, kiss, sexually. In any or all the moments of a journey, walking, standing, dreaming, going to the toilet. An improvisation about touch and intimacy without words. About non relationships and closeness between people. Boy with girl, Girl with Girl, Boy with Boy and Group. Is about creating the soul of a group.
No word will pe spoken between them all these days.
The camera crew will be made by two persons - camera and sound - and will record what they can without speaking with the performers.
RAIN - one performer, boy or girl + an assistant - In the woods beside a big tree a performer dressed in a big shirt stands looking at the camera, ideally after a few minutes the rain will start, but it can rain from the start.
After the performer is very very wet, 3, 5, 10 minutes, an assistant enters the frame and cuts his shirt off.
Unmade - No Genitals - Anus is Fear - Puppet
Unmade - are posts about what I
would like to do and couldn't find a way to do it. Either no performers
or no financial possibilities. Usually no performers because my ideas are often too pornographic, too emotional, transgressive, too truthful without any possibility of hiding behind a controllable Persona.
NO GENITALS - two performers a girl and a boy face to face they tape each others Genitals, they try to make the other one completely non-sexual. Genitals as the mouth, the eyes, the tongue, the breasts, the penis, the vagina, the toes, the ribs, the neck, the hair, the ears, hands, armpits, asshole, everything.
And after all is closed they get close to one another and touch, and make Love covered in tape, a non genitalia sexuality.
ANUS is FEAR - two performers, two boys - one touching the others anus, the anus as the ultimate representative of fear.
Gentle touching of the Anus, the contracting of the Anus, the relaxation -the Anus is like a wild animal that fears so quickly so irrational so stupid.
The colors change as the feelings of the touching - the music will be specially composed on what is happening.
PUPPET - two performers boy boy or boy girl - between two people there are some kind of worlds that change with time. First is the stage of PUPPET where one moves the other and he just receives passively all that One is giving him.her - then is IMITATION where the Two imitates One in everything - then is CONTRADICTION where Two does all but to follow the One - then in IMITATION of CONTRADICTION where One starts to imitate Two's contradiction - and then is DIALOGUE where Two moves in feeling with One and One in feeling with Two - when they become All and One/Two and a Whole.
A dance/movement performance.
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NO GENITALS - two performers a girl and a boy face to face they tape each others Genitals, they try to make the other one completely non-sexual. Genitals as the mouth, the eyes, the tongue, the breasts, the penis, the vagina, the toes, the ribs, the neck, the hair, the ears, hands, armpits, asshole, everything.
And after all is closed they get close to one another and touch, and make Love covered in tape, a non genitalia sexuality.
ANUS is FEAR - two performers, two boys - one touching the others anus, the anus as the ultimate representative of fear.
Gentle touching of the Anus, the contracting of the Anus, the relaxation -the Anus is like a wild animal that fears so quickly so irrational so stupid.
The colors change as the feelings of the touching - the music will be specially composed on what is happening.
PUPPET - two performers boy boy or boy girl - between two people there are some kind of worlds that change with time. First is the stage of PUPPET where one moves the other and he just receives passively all that One is giving him.her - then is IMITATION where the Two imitates One in everything - then is CONTRADICTION where Two does all but to follow the One - then in IMITATION of CONTRADICTION where One starts to imitate Two's contradiction - and then is DIALOGUE where Two moves in feeling with One and One in feeling with Two - when they become All and One/Two and a Whole.
A dance/movement performance.
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